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August 27 So painI have to honest because i am really failed my public law subject.I know....is my attitude problem crying is useless.....!i have said i will never give up because this time fall down is so pain for me...this experience iwill never forgive myself....my attitude,my everything are cause i'm failed this exam...i am never believe that i will fail bcoz i thought my strong paper which is public law can pass,unfortunately i am failed.When i open the website i am really shocked.I am crying.....So i cant fall down again.I must stand up.....just like spore economic crisis spore govt were also face it and they are success.So i must change my attitude,i know b4 exam must relax,but too much relax will cause failing in the exam....i must become stronger since i have take this experience i must get a good result in my year 1 and go to the good University to attend year3,i also hope i cn become the next successful person in HELP college,so my next aim will be gets the good marks and gets the schoolarship from Help college.Besides,i know my dad will be dissapointed,but i will make it this time i will not fail instead i will gets a good marks and the marks will be the present for my dad.This is wat i promise...i must do !
Lets see......who is the winner in the end!.............my path is still long intermediate cant do it doenst mean my year 2 also cant do it.so this is the expensive practice...so i cannot fall down.....must stand up again! I will become stronger and stronger although i dint study at crescendo but.....i got a very good lecturer in my life....the hav give me a lot of encouragement and i cant waste it, because they are my angel.....i will learn from this experience@! July 12 important diary in my life!11th July 2009: 去会馆参加一个会议,会议的目的是学生部进行交流。这是我第一次参加这个会议。我在那里学习了许多,也刚巧认识了一位来自美国的留学生。他的名字是 Jordann。他让我体会到时间不会因为人类而停止,可是偏偏人总会浪费时间。除此之外,他让我感到吃惊,因为他在上学时期,他只仅仅使用3小时来睡觉。如果没上课,他也不放松自己,他也只是利用5小时睡觉。he only used a few hours to sleep is because he needed to prayed and study as well.Everyday he need to read his textbook in 70pages,sounds like crazy rite.Compare with me i'm only have 4 subject but he has 8 subject and every subject hav to study everyday.This is why he only have a few hours to sleep.He time management is very good.This is wat i want to learn from him.Besides he also used only 2 months complete the 1000000daimaku.For me,is hard.But i want to try.Meanwhile,h also used a lot of guidance which are taken from ikeda to encouraged us.He is really hardworking but he is not the student who are only study,he also try other activities,so that relieve his stress.He also let us know education can change ur life and remind us we are the people who are very lucky,because we can attend the universities or college without any difficulties.But some of them also have financial problem,this is not really a big problem this iswhat he said.the reason is because we have Gohonzon,must praying everyday and must have a clarity wishes so that can achieve.He also taught us how to prayer,he said:" because we are human so we have our own fundamental problem."Just like me i cant focus well.So he advise i have to chanting and really change my behaviour ,otherwise i will forever remains at the boarder line.The way to improve is only understand what is ur weakers part and keep chanting to change ur own behaviour,besides,if during study feels boring or tired please imagine that ikeda daishonin is stand besides u.Cool man....i think if ikeda stand besides must scold me.So i have to improve myself,so that i can achieve higher level and achieve my dream.HE also keep reminds us that dun aim the target at the lower rank,You have to aim ur target at the highest rank at least when you get ur result is not get so bad.For example a man aim the target at the top the coconut tree but actually if he aim the taget at the clouds,then the finally result would be at the top of the coconut tree.Is sounds weird,but this is true,must aim the target high then you will get wat u want.This meeting he is really inspired me a lot,other than that,he is really pushed himself to study and chanting.So i must achieve wat i want.He also say that after u graduate you must helps the weaker people in this social rather than only earn big money.Besides,he said must overcome all the problem you face rather than avoid the problem.the person who overcome the problem,the most successful people are,so dun be afraid the problem,must challenge it.Previously,watever he faced it,is wat i face the problem now.So he advise me keep chanting you will gets whatever you want.I'm believed what he said,because he had successful so why i cant.I must change From now now on ,ntil i'm died.what he reconmmend us is a book called "the light of education" In this book include many resources which i want.Faith,practice,study!.....whoever can do it,he or she will successful in his or her life.June 28 yeah.....almost leave this area soonI have register all the things and also pay the fees as well,I can go to a new place study i'm so happy,at least i can leave here and start my new life.I know staying alone might feel lonely but at the same time i can learn independent,and also makes new friend in new University.I want thanks to all lecturer and previous lecturer(a-level).Besides,i need to say sorry again to my LLB intermediate classmates,i know my character is cause u all hates me and unlike me.I honestly and also hopes u all can successful and achieve ur dream. Goodbye to JB and say hello to the new university~ Thank you mr.suresh that always reminded us to study and prepare the sufficient notes to us thank you mr ashok that let me know my writing have to improve and give us the extra class thank you Miss ivy that give us a sufficient notes as well and also give us encouragement thank you miss linna teach me so tat my economics can pass thank you mr.gary,give us tuition so tat our a level exam can pass *sorry to madelyn: I know i make u angry and feels unbelievable that i cheat u and testing you,i'm really sorry! Form 5 gathering27 june 2009,gathering with secondary school friends.I think this is last time meet with each other.We go to sing K but dinner i not follow them because i need to go landmark.I am very sure that i not like or rather say like, i think love is more suitable.I no longer love him.I dun know why.When i saw him i feels like this is not my happiness and i dint see any future between us.
He is proud and not concern about how to save money,I think maybe he is wealthy,so he is not worried about money.
I already know what his real character,no wonder he cant gets a girlfriend.
my aim is go to UK study and also happiness forever. June 16 假期生活漫长的假期让我静下心来,让我静静地看看周围的世界。以往的假期非常的忙碌,让我不谨忘了自己而且也感觉非常累。这次的假期就只是练习我的钢琴,因为即将要考试了,这次终于是毫无任何事物干扰我的练习。另外,我发现一些事情,原来一直想拥有的爱情其实比没有来得更好,因为单身也是一种幸福。我还记得之前一直追寻不属于自己的爱情,那个时候双方不仅觉得尴尬而且他也不在联络我。我当下还以为是他不敢面对我,所以才选择逃避,实际上他根本都不喜欢我。可能他曾经尝试或真的有喜欢我,但那也是曾经的事。不仅如此,我也发觉他一直在追求他的未来,他可以不要爱情。而我也同时也喜欢他的冲进,但是喜欢归喜欢,不能当饭吃。所以回归现实,我们是不可能在一起,也难怪你会说,我不适合你。其实不是是不适合的问题而是我们俩没缘分成为情人。
不过我很感激你,因为你,我努力的迈向前方与未来,虽然不能在一起,但谢谢你让我体会到被爱的感觉,以及很幸运被你爱到,虽然可能就那么的几天。。。
我曾经爱过你,这是无法否认的,我只能把这份爱保留成美好的记忆。也希望你有机会好好的爱另外一个人!
我曾经的回忆。。。。。与不完美的爱情。。再见-许财益 |
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